it rains,
all the fucking time,
it pours and it pours and it pours,
and the dark clouds never go away,
and we walk heads down,
shoulders hunched,
eyes screwed up,
battling against the wind
and the torrential rain.

it's dark,
and miserable,
it's always fucking dark;
here on this little island,
north of the whole wide sunny world.

the wind, the cold,
the dark, ( Read more... )

once;
you were graceful,
almost feline,
in your movements,
the need to touch you,
was near painful,
overwhelming,
incomprehensible,
to an as yet,
innocent me.

now;
so this is what it is,
numb, unfeeling,
I turn it all down,
and I don't miss you,
because nothing,
matters at all.
and maybe I'm a little confused,
I was thinking,
surely I felt something for u.

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